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Crypt Keeper December 28, 2011

Filed under: fiction,Uncategorized — missm86 @ 6:29 pm
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So deep, I’m screaming inside

Emotions under control

Whose? Not mine.

 

 

This is my story

Listen.

 

 

Shadows made of laugher, voices without breath

She feels them, her skin crawls, so close to where she rests

Her eyelids knitted, or glued, so she cannot place the sounds

Terror, wanting, ploughing, unbound

Trapped in the abyss … heart battering against her breast

 

 

Enclosed, it’s a cave

No, a hole in the ground

Her coffin, her grave

Blackness, unfound

 

 

It can’t be real, this cannot exist

Alone in his crypt, she yearns for the mist

And the cold air above her, dank and unclean

She wishes for capture, aches for what had been

 

 

Digging, she struggles, digging till she bleeds

Crimson drops mimic tears on cold, porcelain cheeks

Without pause, she fights harder, the taste of moss invades

Her consciousness flounders, pushes, fades

 

 

As if in a dream, her coffin is torn

Open

What is this?

She rises, Unborn

His departure … His scent … on the stagnant air it hangs

Open, drowning, thorns pierce her soul, sharpest fangs

 

 

Buried in his crypt, a ghost in his world

On wavering legs, she stands, unfolds

His graveyard

She cries out, darkling … sad, haunted girl

 

 

His essence caresses her, as the blade from a knife

She wanders, swirlsdancescrawlsstops …

Just Stop

Her freedom is in sight

He holds the door open, smiling

Angel

I shall never …

Traded her soul, stranger, battle, forever

 

 

A ghoul in his land of bones and bloodshed

A spirit above them, those others, long dead

He keeps her in his crypt for life, for all time

There are other worlds than this

But she shuns them, foolish, knowing of her crime

 

 

Sometimes they watch her bleed

Scornful, anguish fills their tone

Furious remorse, green light bathes her every turn

Foolish child

What they would give to be reborn

 

 

But still she dances, drifting through his catacombs

At times he creeps beside her, wavering touches, warm lips

She bends like a willow,

Never leave, only This

A haunt in his graveyard, forever seeking his kiss

 

 

Loves so hard, loves till it tears, rips her apart

Her soul is

Forever His

 

 

Crypt Keeper

He knew from the start.

 

Subliminal Messages December 27, 2011

Filed under: Uncategorized — missm86 @ 3:52 pm

I feel like writing, it probably won’t

Be

Any good, you’ll probably

Turn the page

 

Maybe if I make you laugh you’ll stay. But I’m not very

Funny, so … maybe I’ll try to make you

Feel, instead. But aren’t you fed up of so-called

‘Deep’ poets? Roll your eyes, listen anyway. Because they’re so

Serious

 

I want you to stay

For you

So maybe I’ll buy you something. Only then you’d feel obliged. Well, you would!

I’ll just keep on, then. I might find

A Secret

That makes you look up

Then I can write about that and you’ll stay

 

I just feel like

Writing

About Something

Find something to keep your interest, for a while

 

Maybe I can make you

Smile

If I carry on for long enough it’s inevitable that I’ll…

Oh, I don’t know.

I guess I’m trying way

 

Too Hard

To talk about something when I’m not even

Thinking

Of anything

 

There are emotions in my head, pictures but

I can’t

Draw, so I can’t show you.

I want you to stay

 

Listen to my poem. It’s not

Perfect

But maybe that’s what you like about it.

You’re still reading, after all.

 

“Taken” – A story inspired by It and other Stephen King tidbits :) December 19, 2011

Filed under: Uncategorized — missm86 @ 3:57 pm

Taken

If God is omniscient and omnipotent then he knew about this, but still he let it exist.

 

“If He knows then He doesn’t care, because this shouldn’t be, and we are damned. Oh, we’ve gotten it so wrong.” Susannah didn’t believe in reality anymore. Not in the sense that there’s something solid, logic in cohesion with life. Seeing, comprehending; things that you could understand, could Know.

 

Her reality was now unintelligible, and she had lost all concept of time as a continuum. She was Nowhere, her faith torn clean and consumed entirely. A strong Catholic in her former life, Susannah had erased all religious concepts from her mind. Blackly, she stared, trembling, smirking unsettlingly but without realisation that she was doing so. A line of saliva dripped down her chin and she made no moves to wipe it away.

 

Pictures of before, when being alive had made sense lumbered blearily through her mind, and she clung to each one as though if she focused hard enough she could enter into the memory itself, escape this place. Escape the thing that sat amongst the nothingness, observing her silently, wetly.

 

He’d been a nice, normal guy. He had a nice, normal smile. He’d taken her on a lovely evening out. But he was gone now. Instead, there was this … Other.

 

Susannah had met him at the gym whilst cooling off at the juice bar after her regular workout session. She’d noticed him looking at her, that nice, normal smile on his handsome face. Not something she wasn’t used to. After all, she was an attractive woman, nothing extraordinary, just a pretty face with a good physique. Her eyes were her best feature. They burned an intense green, set off perfectly by her dark complexion and auburn hair. She didn’t think she would see her own reflection again, and even if she did, she didn’t think she would recognise what it was looking out at her.

 

“I was a normal girl,” she sighed to herself, hoping he’d hear her and start talking. Normal. That word kept running through her mind as she reminisced, yearning for it.

 

He’d approached her as she sat reading a magazine and sipping her Soy banana smoothie. Startling her, he’d excused himself and asked permission to sit down. They’d had a long conversation then exchanged numbers. He asked if he could see her again and she’d agreed to a date the following night.

 

His name was Victor. “Had been,” she said now. She didn’t know his true name. “No, couldn’t be Victor,” she let loose a hysterical giggle, “Too human!”

 

He’d taken her to a French restaurant across town. After dinner they’d taken a walk in the park. Not something she’d normally agree to, but it was a bright night and the moon was beautiful. She remembered how the stars had reflected in his eyes, as though he had mirrors in his face. “Silly girl, I should have guessed, hmm, somehow.”

Perhaps it had been his delicate touch as he held her hand, or the way the breeze seemed to run its fingers through his dark hair and make it bounce in the light. All she knew was that she had felt at ease with him.

 

Then he had started to run. First a jog, still holding her hand, surprising her but making her laugh, stop kidding around! He’d turned to her, grinned a grin that had too many teeth in it. Her good humour had faltered, she told him to stop, alarm shadowing her tone now. He had turned away, ignoring her, and picked up speed.

“Were we flying?” she asked the apparition. Again, no response.

 

He hadn’t stopped, just moved faster until the trees were a blur and the stars were blinding in their brightness. His face had stolen the light of the moon and he’d glowed with cold flames.

 

Then they had crashed; only it was hard and soft together. “The air gave around us. We were…”

           

Pressed through, tugged from the other side. Speed of light. The park was gone, the city, the world. She saw a shimmer as she forced a look over her shoulder, then it was gone into the abyss. His laughter was deafening and she’d screamed without vocal chords. She couldn’t feel her body anymore, and for a moment she thought that was gone, too.

 

“What are you?” she murmured now. She couldn’t raise her voice. The thing in front of her tittered maddeningly. That sound was so full of glee and boisterous knowledge that she felt like screaming and tearing her arms off to get away. There was nothing physical holding her however, nothing she could see or even feel. Yet she couldn’t move.

 

He was old, she knew that much. Old beyond imagining and powerful in ways the human mind couldn’t decipher; something she could feel, or perhaps he had sent that knowledge. Here, something to chew over while your life comes to an end. When he spoke, she wished she hadn’t urged.

 

“Do not waste your time, for it doesn’t exist in this place,” insanity, glee at his-its-own joke, “so you see, you cannot waste it!!”

 

It tittered again, longer and with more delight than the first time, a broken, chittering sound similar to that of a weasel. It was then that she realised he was mad. Time beyond count, perhaps before time as she understood it, that was his age and had robbed him of all sanity.

 

“W-hat is it you want me for?” she stammered, marvelling that she still possessed the ability for speech. She guessed that soon he would remove it as well as her mobility.

 

The answer came fast this time, “The curtain between our worlds is unravelled; my world is dying, I am the last … and I need to build. Your world was the closest, and so I came.”

Susannah didn’t get a chance to ask more, for he sent her an image of his meaning that tore her mind apart and blinded her permanently.

 

But still, she saw. Her world, his; no females left in its universe. The last had shrivelled; extinct. “The walls grow thin,” she murmured, weaker now. Build again … an army.

 

No more females in his universe, they were gone.

 

That laugher again as it registered her comprehension. Susannah felt her own sanity become a distant stranger. The human race had never known, though He had, and just watched. “Oh, but He doesn’t care.”

 

“No, he cares, but not for you. You weren’t his intention. A … mutation, yes, that’s you! Your breed was a plan gone wrong.” He spoke the words nonchalantly, sending her images still, a grin with too many teeth. Far too many teeth.

 

Ironic laughter bubbled in her throat. She pointed her head at where she thought he might be, felt him towering over her, “You speak of mutation – take a look at what you are!”

 

One last jab, human arrogance; how stupid of me. She listened as it rose off its haunches, mewling idiotically as the images continued to appear against her will. Taking her eyes was his private joke, for now she had none to squeeze shut. As it smiled at her with one of its many mouths, the others grimacing, frowning, dribbling, grinning with Victor’s mouth; grinning like when the running had begun. She shook with laughter as it pulled itself closer, then her voice was finally stopped as it caressed her with one of its thorny hands.

 

The world went red, fragments of what had been pierced her flesh, and she sobbed without a voice. She saw her people fail, her race begin to fester, decay, grow deeper as his scent became everything. The last thoughts of her mangled mind were barely registered, but still they came,

 

“How terrible that this is how it will end.”  

 

             

           

 

 

Inspired by Anne Rice’s amazing writing! A little dark, and romantic :) December 17, 2011

Filed under: Uncategorized — missm86 @ 1:16 pm

Battle

 

Something strange, a faraway chime

Something changed … darkness takes a hold of time

Lets me glimpse

Just out of sight

Something beckons

So I begin to write

 

He stands in the shadows

Rain obscuring his face

Thunder claps … odd

No lightning takes its place

And no wind billows

Just the rain storming down

As though heaven was weeping

The Demon wears a crown

 

I cannot see save for a bleary silhouette

Shapes form and fade, monsters come to feed

Torturous fear, but I take a step

A dove flutters its wings and falls

Into an endless black death

 

A warning, perhaps?

Or an omen to run

They creep ever closer

Touch my flesh, wetness, death

Blinded, I leap, the sky above parts

Unbridled passion, terror in each breath

 

The rain disappears

In its place a flame-shaped heart

 

Twinkling song, teasing charms, the dove rises

Cocooned within his arms

The Demon cowers and roars

I don’t let him go

Watch the monster as he screamed and fled

Defeat, nothing to show

 

I’m lost amidst his sorcery

Enchanted by his light

Delirious with sensation…

Do not fix this, let me fight

I feel my chains breaking

Shed them like a caul, find again my sight

 

Open the next chapter

 

Together we take flight

 

 

Alfred Noyes – The Highwayman. One of my absolute favourites! December 17, 2011

Filed under: Uncategorized — missm86 @ 12:24 pm

Alfred Noyes (1880-1958)

The Highwayman

PART ONE

I

THE wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees,     The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas,     The road was a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor,     And the highwayman came riding—                       Riding—riding—     The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-door.

II

He’d a French cocked-hat on his forehead, a bunch of lace at his chin,     A coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of brown doe-skin;     They fitted with never a wrinkle: his boots were up to the thigh!     And he rode with a jewelled twinkle,                       His pistol butts a-twinkle,     His rapier hilt a-twinkle, under the jewelled sky.

III

Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yard,     And he tapped with his whip on the shuters, but all was locked and barred;     He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there     But the landlord’s black-eyed daughter,                       Bess, the landlord’s daughter,     Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair.

IV

And dark in the dark old inn-yard a stable-wicket creaked     Where Tim the ostler listened; his face was white and peaked;     His eyes were hollows of madness, his hair like mouldy hay,     But he loved the landlord’s daughter,                       The landlord’s red-lipped daughter,     Dumb as a dog he listened, and he heard the robber say—

V

“One kiss, my bonny sweetheart, I’m after a prize to-night,     But I shall be back with the yellow gold before the morning light;     Yet, if they press me sharply, and harry me through the day,     Then look for me by moonlight,                       Watch for me by moonlight,     I’ll come to thee by moonlight, though hell should bar the way.”

VI

He rose upright in the stirrups; he scarce could reach her hand,     But she loosened her hair i’ the casement! His face burnt like a brand     As the black cascade of perfume came tumbling over his breast;     And he kissed its waves in the moonlight,                       (Oh, sweet, black waves in the moonlight!)     Then he tugged at his rein in the moonliglt, and galloped away to the West.

 

PART TWO

I

He did not come in the dawning; he did not come at noon;     And out o’ the tawny sunset, before the rise o’ the moon,     When the road was a gypsy’s ribbon, looping the purple moor,     A red-coat troop came marching—                       Marching—marching—     King George’s men came matching, up to the old inn-door.

II

They said no word to the landlord, they drank his ale instead,     But they gagged his daughter and bound her to the foot of her narrow bed;     Two of them knelt at her casement, with muskets at their side!     There was death at every window;                       And hell at one dark window;     For Bess could see, through her casement, the road that he would ride.

III

They had tied her up to attention, with many a sniggering jest;     They had bound a musket beside her, with the barrel beneath her breast!     “Now, keep good watch!” and they kissed her.                       She heard the dead man say—     Look for me by moonlight;                       Watch for me by moonlight;     I’ll come to thee by moonlight, though hell should bar the way!

IV

She twisted her hands behind her; but all the knots held good!     She writhed her hands till her fingers were wet with sweat or blood!     They stretched and strained in the darkness, and the hours crawled by like years,     Till, now, on the stroke of midnight,                       Cold, on the stroke of midnight,     The tip of one finger touched it! The trigger at least was hers!

V

The tip of one finger touched it; she strove no more for the rest!     Up, she stood up to attention, with the barrel beneath her breast,     She would not risk their hearing; she would not strive again;     For the road lay bare in the moonlight;                       Blank and bare in the moonlight;     And the blood of her veins in the moonlight throbbed to her love’s refrain .

VI

Tlot-tlot; tlot-tlot! Had they heard it? The horse-hoofs ringing clear;     Tlot-tlot, tlot-tlot, in the distance? Were they deaf that they did not hear?     Down the ribbon of moonlight, over the brow of the hill,     The highwayman came riding,                       Riding, riding!     The red-coats looked to their priming! She stood up, straight and still!

VII

Tlot-tlot, in the frosty silence! Tlot-tlot, in the echoing night!     Nearer he came and nearer! Her face was like a light!     Her eyes grew wide for a moment; she drew one last deep breath,     Then her finger moved in the moonlight,                       Her musket shattered the moonlight,     Shattered her breast in the moonlight and warned him—with her death.

VIII

He turned; he spurred to the West; he did not know who stood     Bowed, with her head o’er the musket, drenched with her own red blood!     Not till the dawn he heard it, his face grew grey to hear     How Bess, the landlord’s daughter,                       The landlord’s black-eyed daughter,     Had watched for her love in the moonlight, and died in the darkness there.

IX

Back, he spurred like a madman, shrieking a curse to the sky,     With the white road smoking behind him and his rapier brandished high!     Blood-red were his spurs i’ the golden noon; wine-red was his velvet coat,     When they shot him down on the highway,                       Down like a dog on the highway,     And he lay in his blood on the highway, with the bunch of lace at his throat.

*           *           *           *           *           *

X

And still of a winter’s night, they say, when the wind is in the trees,     When the moon is a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas,     When the road is a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor,     A highwayman comes riding—                       Riding—riding—     A highwayman comes riding, up to the old inn-door.

XI

Over the cobbles he clatters and clangs in the dark inn-yard;     He taps with his whip on the shutters, but all is locked and barred;     He whistles a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there     But the landlord’s black-eyed daughter,                       Bess, the landlord’s daughter,     Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair.

 

 

Story-poem, fans of Twilight will like :-) December 17, 2011

Filed under: authors,fiction,fun,short story,Uncategorized,writers — missm86 @ 11:47 am
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Blood Spell

 

Blood stained eyes

Tear drops ruby bright

He watches the sun sink

His last ever light

Burning soul pounding

Chest heaves with pain

He was given a gift of darkness

Acceptance, his shame

 

He closes shimmering eyes

A new existence begins

Every breath took in shadow

The night forever set in

 

A choice was made

He turned away

From having a soul…

Hell doesn’t welcome his kind.

He hears a call

Though nothing moves the dark

Aborted, fabric between worlds unbinds.

 

His master finally beckons

A voice

Unearthly

His tears stop falling

Insides twist, squeezing, exquisite pain

 

The Other holds her, head falling back

Dressed in silk and satin

Blood flowing black

She opens glazed eyes

Locks her gaze on the devil’s face

The monster reflects off her beauty

His shock mirrored perfectly … a silent scream

A sharp surrender

He bends, caresses, her innocence fades

 

Lost, forever

Realisation hits, catastrophic

The last of humanity departs

And he places iceberg lips upon icy flesh

Inhales, so deep, sees a lake

No clarity, hot crimson flows

A jet black reason, his future grows

 

Hovering, his master laughs, criminal joy

His child learns the trade

A game with just a beginning…

 

A life of longing, of lonely nights

He wakes with the stars, and sleeps with the light

Eternity was a promise he wished to behold

Now he screams in despair

He cannot feel his heart beat, his blood will run cold

Forever is a long time to spend with oneself

Insanity travels closer

Something snaps

Demon, incubus, changeling

 

His future is clear, he has a purpose now

Oceans of mortal blood begin to boil, begin to flow

A hole in a black heart, more darkness pressed in,

They will pay with what he stole

Eternal life

His work begins.

 

 

 
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